About Me

badassery-littleI am a writer, speaker, runner, mountaineer, and an activist in the movement to end sexual violence. My memoir – Caged Eyes: An Air Force Cadet’s Story of Rape and Resilience – released from Beacon Press in February 2017.

I have a thing for altitude, an unexplainable and unquenchable pull to be high (no, the other kind of Colorado “high”).

My fascination with the sky started when I was a teenager, when I often rode my bike to a vacant cul-de-sac in the middle of a Missouri forest. I’d lie down on the gravel and watch planes and their contrails crisscross overhead. I was in love with the vibrant blue and fantasizing about the lives of the pilots inside the planes. Those afternoons spent dreamily looking to the heavens set the course of my life.

Though I became a cadet at the U.S. Air Force Academy, I never became the pilot of my dreams. Sexual abuse and rape led to an infection, meningitis, that would prevent me from graduating from the Academy and earning my commission in the Air Force.

Just as my love of altitude led me to the military, it gave me the pathway to heal from the trauma I experienced as a young adult. Today I am a mountaineer who has climbed all 58 of Colorado’s highest 14,000-foot peaks. I’m also an ultra-runner who loves routes through and over Colorado’s mountain trails. In 2014, I was selected for the Medtronic Global Heroes Team, and in 2015, I completed my first 100-mile ultra. In January 2017, I successfully summited Mt. Aconcagua – 22,841 feet – the highest peak outside of Asia.

I blog and write about how the mountains help me cope with and overcome PTSD and chronic pain. For more, see my essay “Blue is the Color of Hope” in Hippocampus Magazine or this post.

Several years ago, I was an advocate for survivors of sexual assault and abuse at a rape crisis center and then a counselor at a treatment center for children who experienced severe trauma. Today I serve on the Advisory Board for Protect our Defenders, a national non-profit leading the fight to end the epidemic of rape within the military.

I’m currently working on a second memoir, the follow-up story to Caged Eyes. The narrative is centered around my journey to climb Colorado’s 58 highest 14,000-foot peaks, and it is the story of how I overcame and grew after the ordeal I wrote about in Caged Eyes.

I’m represented by Leigh Feldman of Leigh Feldman Literary.

I’d love to connect with you, so find me on social media: on Facebook, Twitter, and Instagram. .

Nearing the summit of Snowmass Mountain, July 2011.

Nearing the summit of Snowmass Mountain, July 2011.

Crossing the finish line of my first 50-mile trail race, April 2013.

Crossing the finish line of my first 50-mile trail race,  Desert RATS Trail Running Festival, April 2013.

Crossing the “Knife Edge” on Capitol Peak, a Colorado 14’er, August 2011.

Crossing the “Knife Edge” on Capitol Peak, a Colorado 14’er, August 2011.

Watching the sun rise from my final 14’er, Blanca Peak, June 2012.

Watching the sun rise from my final 14’er, Blanca Peak, June 2012.