Perpetual Loss

As I wrote about my disappointing Mt Evans Ascent the other day, I grappled with the grief I still sometimes feel surrounding my chronic pain. I realized that one of the most difficult aspects of a chronic medical condition is its on-going nature. Duh, right? The problem is that the losses accumulate. When I was 21, … More Perpetual Loss

“What Not to Say…”

Lately I’ve noticed a string of articles with titles like, “What Not to Say to a Woman Who is Expecting,” or “10 Things Not to Say to Someone with Cancer.” There’s many, many more with the same idea, all published in popular online outlets in the last few months. Here’s one for migraines and one for chronic pain. Both … More “What Not to Say…”

Language Positivity

I have a confession: I’m harboring a particularly insidious habit. When speaking about my headache, I tend to abbreviate the term and refer to my body part most affected, my head. “My head’s bad today,” I’ll tell my partner, as if my head were a teenager in need of a drastic parental intervention, like a … More Language Positivity

Peak-Bagging Nostalgia

You know that Bryan Adams song about the summer of ’69? Every time I hear the line, “Those were the best days of those lives,” I cringe. I detest the idea that a certain period of our lives can be “the best.” What is Adams saying? That everything after the age of 18 was crap? … More Peak-Bagging Nostalgia

Charades

My partner and I have had a long-standing joke that whenever I dissolve into a fit of pouting silence (I won’t comment on how often this happens), that he tells me to “use my words” as if I was a three-year-old. Often, I feel like telling my headache the same thing.  When it gets grouchy … More Charades

Why I Run

A few years ago an acquaintance remarked on my overly-active lifestyle that I must be running from something. I am. My pain. Since developing meningitis in 2001 at the age of 18, I’ve had a chronic, incurable daily headache that hasn’t left me even for a moment. In the first three years after becoming ill, I … More Why I Run